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In the first episode, I tell my child abuse story. I was abused by my stepfather for 8 years, sexual, physical, and emotional abuse. This leads me to near suicide and an abundance of mental health issues in which I discuss including depression, depersonalization disorder, anxiety, and PTSD.

part 2 coming next week.

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part 2 coming next week.